Berlinmazelp@msn.com and His WEB Around The World

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1- A DREAM STILL NOT REACHED

As You know everyone wants to reach something in this little time that we call LIFE.

The life gives us surprices all the way  so I am not the exception.

Do you know someone who life it has been like winding road,here there I go,Born on misery,studyiing like a crazy,dreaming to get a better future and to the end like exactly at the begining,that is me, In misery again.

Living in the richest country on the world like a homeless.I waiting something amazing which change my winding road onto a forever straightforward,it would be the end of my life.

Biography

I was born on a little town called Berlin at foothill of "Cerro Pelon" suburb Barrio La Bolsa into misery in that poor country all the time showered into blood"El Salvador"(when I grow up I thought We do not exist as a country is too small to be).It was April first 1950.I don't know why but I was there and survived the misery figth.

My early Days.

My first remenber that I  have councious is a earthquake,my Dad took me out from house on his arms,probably I was 2 or 3 years old.After that I remenber I fell down from Pepeto tree and rest between 2 big rocks,sure y I'd had hit the rocks I wouldn't be telling you this story.My mother worked hard to feed us(6 children)making hand tortillas to sale.It was not easy,We need to wake up early(no electricity)start lighting the mud oven(stove made with mud and feed with wood),3 o'clock in the morning,cook corn ,after grind,and then prepare the mass to make the tortillas.I have to carry tortillas to customer in the morning,at noon and the evening.I attend the elementary school twice a day(8am to 12noon and 1 pm to 5pm).My elmentary School was like torture so at the end of my six grade I learned that I have to get higth education to succed and get out of misery.

Accidents in my Early Days.

Some day I was harvesting pepetos(the pepeto is a tree which produce or give seeds coverted with a kind of cotton very sweet) the branch were I was it was broken and I felt ~4 meters down and laydown between 2 rocks,I didn't get any injury,and other time I was looking for avocados I was running slope down I was carrying a machete then  I was rolling down and the machete cut my right hand.All those things it was happened to me like all my toes are broken due playing soccer on street paved with rocks and I never ware shoes because I didn'nt have.

During period off school(we called vacation at the end of the school season)I went to harvest coffee,other torture,I had to wake up early and go to field called "FINCAS".The coffee fields are mountainous and several times I rolled down carrying a bag filed with coffee beans,slope down,the weight about 50 or 70 pounds and I was about 10 to 13 years old.

Life at Military Academy.

Due this condition of poverty into the family because I was the youngest my older brother wanted to help me to get the best education available.This lead to my brother Carlos to help me to go to Military Academy to reach a military carreer.Here Started my dificulties.January 1969 I started studies which ended on disastreous on August 22 1972, 2 months before graduated as an offical of the Army. Even I was a good student I can say It was not easy life in there.Until these day I remember anguist ,afliction,streess from the first day I place one foot into the school.Like everyone knows to be trainned at military facilities is so hard,rutinaly,every days start at 5 o'clock(am) in the morning,go to fisical exercises til 6 o'clock(am),take breakfast 6(am) to 7(am) ,room classes,7 to 12 noon,lunch 12 to 1 pm.

My Life in Costa Rica at National University of Heredia

 I earned scholarship to go to Costa Rica country to study Topography at the National University in the Heredia city.I complete my degree on Topography,Catastral and Photogrametry in 1977. In The interin 1973-1974 I got married on June 1974 another big mistake(If you do not have a Job,Home-house,do not get married you will ruin your life).On January 1975 my wife got 6 months pregnant.Our first Junior  Miguel Angel was born on March 23.At this time I was in Costa Rica.Problems come arrive,no economic-financial troubles instead familiar relationship.

Back from Costa Rica, June 1977,I started working at ANDA(The Utilyties Company,a goverment Institution) 1978 on October 9,was born second junior Angel Miguel.Civil war started and June 1980 I fled to Costa Rica(working to Topografia Atalaya) then September 1982 to Venezuela (working to Oceanografica Mercator)until September 1995 and then fly to USA.Here I am looking for nothing,for me American Dream is now a nightmare,living out of street.Where is my family? I don't have any.

2- Miguel A. Zelaya Sr  Will.

If at the end of my life I have something of the following items,if there is a way to send every thing to my family in El Salvador,please send to them.

The items listed following are my personal assets that  I have:

1-Ford Explorer Eddie Bauer 2000.You will find into:1a-Camera Photograph Cannon Rebel($100.00),1b-Lugage conteining Laptop Toshiba model Satellitte L355=S7815 Screen 17"($600.00 value) and accesorios,1c- Headphones($70.00 value) CD's and DVD's,1f-wallet with some money,1g-Camera Canon Supershot A75 digital

2-Cargo Trailer (1 axel)$1500.00 value.Into:Spare tire ring16(fordexplore)New battery 850 Amps,ToolsBag,Stove 1 burn,personal items.

3- A death diposable body

Is my will to be CREMATED (QUIERO DECIR QUE ME QUEMEN)If somebody find me in some place,somewhere,enywhere,take my body to a crematory mourtuary,is the less expensive way to dispose a body,if nobody find me let me be food to beasts,they need good meals.Is the circle of life,eat and let be ate.  (si es que me encuentran en algun lado is shipper than to enterrarme;o sino dejen que sirva de alimento para quien lo necesite.Es el circulo de la vida:Come y deja que te coman.)